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Diaries My Divorce My Life Society

Thoughts while walking home from the store this evening.

Every time I walk home in the evening, down the sidewalk, down these pretty streets, I realize how alone I am in the world. And how I wish I had people with me, people who are dear to me. Those would be my children. And their mother is preventing that from happening. And I don’t think I will ever forgive her for that. And I hope they don’t either.

I have no family except for my children. My parents died years ago. My brother died when he was 19 and I was 21. My ignorant extended family on my mother’s side did not keep close touch with each other so they are pretty much a loss. My idiot father did not keep me in touch with my Persian relatives so I don’t have them. I am pretty much alone in the world. Except for the family that I created for myself, very thoughtfully and lovingly. And that family was taken away from me by one of its own members, my ex-wife, my petty, self-righteous, self-absorbed, eating disordered, omni-phobic ex-wife. Surely her way of thinking is the only way. What an unimaginative young creature she is and was. Well, I guess I’m young enough that I can start a new life for myself. And that is what I intend to do from this point forward. I finally feel poised to do so and I intend to do it with vigor and with lessons learned, very, very well.

Wesley and Elliott, I love you dearly and always wish you the best. 🙂💜😙 You always have a home with me if you want it. Please know that I wanted none of this to happen. I am so sorry for what you are going through and will go through in the future as a result of your mother’s decisions. I want to be an open book to you and hope that you will talk with me whenever you are permitted and willing. 💜

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Interesting Articles Society

Another correct assessment of Disney’s ruination of Star Wars. :-)

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America News

Iran’s military leader Qassem Soleimani killed in airstrike at Baghdad airport, Iraqi state TV reports – The Washington Post

https://www.washingtonpost.com/world/national-security/defense-secretary-says-iran-and-its-proxies-may-be-planning-fresh-attacks-on-us-personnel-in-iraq/2020/01/02/53b63f00-2d89-11ea-bcb3-ac6482c4a92f_story.html

There is so much to say about this. 😐 I think it might have to wait for a podcast episode.

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Politics

(773) Nancy Pelosi Admits Democrats Don’t Care About Winning – YouTube

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Philosophy Politics Society

Tulsi Gabbard

https://www.politico.com/story/2019/06/14/2020-democratic-debate-winners-losers-1365629

The fact that Tulsi Gabbard is not mentioned at all in this article says much about how wrong the mainstream media are, how wrong the punditry/fuck-sticks are, how wrong the “educated” class are about what democratic elections are supposed to be about, what’s wrong with our country’s hamfisted approach to them, and what needs to change in order to save our species. These people who supposedly know something are masturbating with spreadsheets and graphs and poll numbers while truth is staring at them in the fucking face.

You’re not so smart. None of you are. The vast complexity of politics (oooo, scary!!) is a shared delusion that you must perpetuate in order to sustain your fraudulent reality.

In the end, the emperor is naked and stands before you while you don’t even notice him anymore because you are too busy noticing how knowledgeable you are.

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Elections Politics Society

Middling, meek, meandering, dispassionate, milquetoast, insignificant, CONSERVATIVE, REGRESSIVE